Never Say Never.

So I wasnt going to post cause I am just so out of the mood but then I realized i had
comments on my blog and it made me want to post so here is a little update on me:

I have recently come down with the plague. Hahah just kidding except not really at all.
I had to go to the ER on Saturday morning and they were gonna test me for spinal
meningitis (they wanted to do a spinal tap). But instead they just did a cotton suave to
see if I would diagnose under anything else. I was diagnosed with Pharyngitis, it is an infection
of the pharynx and it hurts like hell. They gave me vicadyn for the pain and I would be gone
without it. hahah no joke. The biggest bummer of the weekend was cancelling my date I was
seriously devistated. I wanted to go out anyway but that would not be a good idea cause
I would probably get my date sick. Then she wouldn't be so hott. HAHA just kidding she is always beautiful:). I went to school today to drop of my mega research paper which was relieving but it made me realize that I was not ready for school today at all. I probably would
have punched someone cause I had no patience today. Also I got to see my best friend today! since we are both on our death bed I decided buy us both jamba juices and my mom baked
our favorite cookies! So i of course gave her some! Overall today was a semi-relaxing day. I am not ready for tomorrow especially since I have to take a test determining if I graduate or not. hahah cool. NOT. Well it is time for me to drift off into a slumber. GOOD NIGHT:)

K So,

I know it is really weird. But ever since ASU I have been constantly been nervous
for nat quals. I know the entry but I have absolutely NO IDEA who will qual. Like
seriously absolutely no idea. Ideally it would be all DV teams in duo but still one team from
our school will be left out. But then there is the birds from Dobson. i think they are the only
ones who actually have a chance at qualing from another school. I HATE DOBSON. they
bother me so much. ahh ok I am done with this little rant, but I am still very nervous.

Today was really boring. This whole week has been really boring actually, all it has consisted
of is work and work only. I am glad it is friday but i have to stay home for the majority of the night. I cannot wait for tomorrow! It is going to be so much fun!!:)

And Hello Emily and welcome to my blog! Thanks for bein a cr33p!

Fresh Start

I decided the beginning of a relationship is the best. Both of you are trying to constantly
impress eachother and it makes things so much fun! I really hope this works out.
I have really good feelings about you and I cant wait for Saturday. It will be EPIC.
Ahhhh I am so happy!

Hello Reality.

So this weekend was quite the adventure. It started of me puking on eight or
so people and basically becoming a legend. I haven't decided if this is a good
thing or bad thing, but secretly I am a little proud of this. DONT JUDGE.
The competition was great i made it to octafinals i feel like Me and Kati would
have done well in quarters and deserved to break over someone else in
that round but I am not complaining at all cause I think everything happened
for a reason. Alas i got to see my best friend and that was soo refreshing! I love her
so much. Hopefully i will see her soon and spend more time with her. Also Epic Fail
with mystic Rosa this weekend. She was no where to be found and that was saddening.

Now that I am unfortunately back to reality I have to deal with the stress of the school
and to be honest I am so sick of everything. I have to go in early to make up a video guide?
That is probably the dumbest thing I have ever heard. Also this research paper in Mrs. Foors
class is so frustrating. We have to make a speech on only an outline? That doesnt make sense
at all because an outline does not flow smoothly. she is bothering me right now. Also I have
chosen to procrastinate a whole lot today so the mountainous amount of homework i will
do after I am done with this will be very overwhelming. To be honest I would give
everything to just drop out of school and compete for speech. I have never loved
anything more than performing. I know that I may not be the best at it but I am really
going to start taking things seriously so people will start to realize me. Well enough for
now I really must work.

Acomplished

Today was very good! Well not really, but I am in such good mood that this boring ass
day turned into a day of acomplishments!:) I am officially done with schmidts project and
that is a major plus. Mrs. Simon disclosed to me that she will not be here next Wednesday,
AKA I dont have to do my homeowork tonight and I and even managed to write a thesis
and my first prong for the research paper! Ahh i seriously feel so good right now! I cannot
wait to get on to the plane tomorrow and just watch Its always sunny in Philadelphia!
Sidenote: I was in film study today and i layed down on a couch and fell asleep. I was in a
deep sleep and the movie woke me up at one point and I was seriously soo freaked out I
thought it was tomorrow morning and I overslept. It was so weird and scary!!
Also i ended my school day with a coaching session for my humor and it was so enjoyable!
I am seriously bipolar when it come to preforming my humor. The reason why I dont like
Humor very much is becuase you HAVE to depend on laughs and it is soo embarassing when you
dont get them. I really want to rock a drama next year. But as for now I must get some much needed rest!

yooo

Ok soooo today.... Hmm, I dont know how to explain today. It was in some parts good, other
parts it was awful! I Have never been so angry before. I seriously was shaking and tears
were forcibly coming out I did not understand it at all. It was seriously horrible. I am still
so mad at the situation but I would like to think that this, like everything else, will soon
enough be sorted out. I just so didn't need this extra bit of stress. MEHH! Apart from all
this nonsense today was not that bad. French for the first time in months was somewhat
enjoyable. So that was good and my dad took me out to dinner and that was really good!
I just really cant wait to get out of the AZ ahhh Boston has so much more to offer me this
weekend!

Accomplishment

So I finished the essay for schmidt that was due on wednesday! EXCITING!
ahhh now all i have for her is to do that poster board. Also I feel like I am going
to vomit. My stomach is out of control right now! ahh I cannot throw up!:(
goooood night!!:/

So Apparently

My Teachers have congregated together and decided to make this week a big ol' heap
of hell for me! I really do not think i have ever had this much homework assigned to
me EVER. Ahhh talk about horrible timing. Apart from the collosal amount of homework
I have today was actually a really enjoyable day. There is really not a better feeling than
feeling acomplished and I know I still have a lot of work to do but i was so productive
school wise today. Speech on the other hand.. Not so much. I really need to get this shit
done for Harvard, I really would love to succeed, but I don't know if I will manage.
Nothing is really ready and I can't really imagine it getting much better in the next day or two.

On a Lighter note... ONLY 3 DAYS TILL I SEE MY BEST FRIEND!!!
ahh cannot wait!:)))

Sometimes,

In life you are going to have to do things you do not want to do.
Face the facts! Who cares we all have to suck things up and commit ourselves
to certain organizations. Whatever, I can't make you do something you really
dont want to do. But at the same time you committed. Today, was not so good.
I was mad at everyone, and no one was being nice at all. I think everyone was
in a bad mood today. Oh well, At least tomorrow is a Friday! I love the weekend so
much and i cannot wait for next week to come!

So I decided that I am going to try to get ahead on my homework this week. I will be
gone basically a lot for the rest of the month and I just dont want to be too stressed
this upcoming week, even though that will be inevitable.

Off to drift away into a slumber while watching the Office:).
Sorry for the boringest post ever. Oh and the talent show rankings were not good!!

Basically

I am exhausted and this whole "homework" thing is kinda urkin my melon.
So I think I am just not gonna do it! hah what is new. I feel like I should
cause I have B's in all of my classes, that is not cool. At the same time, what
fuck ever. I dont care as long as I am passing. although I know I will regret it
if my GPA goes down! AHH school, I hate it!

Sorry for the most unconventional post ever. But to make things better,
the countdown is no longer in double-digits!!! Only 9 days until I get
to see my best friend!! ahh cannot wait!!:)

Ruh Roh

So I am not feelin to fly today! I think I might be getting the flu, But who knows?
This is exactly what happened last year. I was puking the whole way to Harvard
then i ate some Overpriced, small proportioned cup of soup and i was magically
better! Good news is that i dont have to go to Central! HELL YES. I need a break.
As much as I want to completely indulge my life in speech I know I can't. Today
was good! I got a B on my math test which i thought i did better on, but I'm not
Complaining. I thoroughly enjoyed Schmidt's class, same with Mrs. Foor's class.
Lunch makes me want to kill myself because i hate being controlled by a certain
someone. Also! Mike Watson and I Managed to win 1 Million dollars on my phone!
soo epic! I ended my school day by laughing my arse off with some of my great
friends! ahhh speech I cannot wait for Harvard!!:) I feel like there is so much work
to be done but I have no idea how it will all get done to acomplish my goals!

On a Happier note, I love Sammi Saunders! We are basically best friends, and we will
be forever! I swear if she quit speech I think i would too. Same with student council.
Woahh that would be soo weird! I cannot imagine either without her we are basically a
package deal! Oh best friends! I am so glad I have the perfect one!:)

Also, Here are lyrics from Starlight by Muse:


My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to re-ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive

But I'll never let you go
If you promised not to fade away
Never fade away

I LOVE IT.

O,

O, Today...
Ok so I am a Sophomore and I feel like I have gotten everything
I could of high school. Except not really at all. Maybe this year though.
I dont know, everything is soo easy and I am not motivated at all.
so I have all B's. LAME. Also I hate people in our grade. They are soo
Immature. Whatever. I just have a huge problem with people in general
at the moment. The only people I dont mind right now are my good friends
and most speech people. ahhhh! Im annoyed. I hate people.

Also Cards lost.... I dont want to talk about it.
It was a good game though.

I just want Valentines day to come so I can get the FUCK our of here!
ahhh only 11 days!!:)

Well, Homework awaits me.:/ shooot me.

SuperBowl Sunday!

Today Arizona is in the Superbowl!!
I am excited and cannot wait to go to Sammi's house tonight!
Today has been very eventful I woke up and ate some linguisa,
which by the way is the best. I then went to starbucks and
satisfied my coffee urge and picked up the usual from Safeway
(10 pound bag of Flour). After that I talked to my sister for a good
half hour and played Who Wants To Be A Millionaire with my mom
for an hour and we were cussing and getting way to into. SICK LIFE!
While all this was going on I was pyrating season five of The Office.
I already watched an episode and it was funny as hell!
So today is a really good day! I need to get my homework done soon
though so I dont have to worry about it tonight.

Shifting gears over to yesterday, Kati, Ryan and I completely blocked
the new duo. It is sooo sick there is so much tech and i cannot wait to
make it clean and put our characters into it! Kati's Juliet character got
so much funnier. Ahhh thats actually I could think about yesterday and
today! It will definitely be superfly!

Also, Ever since i did the "25 things" Survey I have thought of more things
I should have put in, Like:
-I was an Alter server for three years. I quit at the end of eighth grade
and during the summer i walked back into the sachristy and (sp)
Fr. Horman, A.K.A satan, literally pushed me out and told me to stay out.
- I sure do vent a lot but i keep a lot more in than i do vent.
- I have sent in postsecrets and dearoldloves and everytime I go to their
website I get really excited and think, "maybe they posted mine!!" but
none of mine have ever been posted on either sites.
- I have the most unrealistic scary dreams but while I am dreaming
there is nothing more realistic to me.
- "Every time I describe you, I hate the person I’m talking about.
But every time you’re within touching distance, I’m painfully enamored."
I know exactly what this means.
- I respect elders just as much as other people. I dont feel like they deserve
more respect.
- I think teaching would be such an amazing job, but i know I am not made
out for that job.
- I wish i could get a job but there is no way in the world i could fit that
into my schedule.

Alright well thats enough for now! I really need to start homework!!