So this past week has been sorta epic. My team won state for the 6th consecutive time. It was so amazing we beat the new AIA rule so we showed Arizona that we kill no matter what. I was also in the humor final. That was crazy. I think if I work I can truly accomplish what i want. Scratch that. I Know I can. On the same note, sorta, Kudos to Lauren Miller for beating the shit out of Ashley Kessler, Whose goal for the year was not to win state, but to beat Lauren Miller at state, GOT EM!! Ahhh such a good weekend! This week started with me procrastinating school work and I can assure you it will end like that. I have checked out of school and student council and I think a lot of people have noticed. Whatever. I feel bad for not caring but I just don't care anymore.
Something I noticed tonight while at the dance show, which I dont know why I was thinking of this at the dance show, is that I wish I could go back to November. I believe that was the Happiest I have been Throughout all of highschool! I dont know why but things just seemed perfect around that time.
On a completely different note, This wind storm is CRAZY. I can't recall the last time the wind has been this strong In Phx. I had to help jumpstart sammis car tonight in the wind and then drop people and things off it was intense. Also the last assembly of the year is tomorrow and it is gonna be out of this world!! it should be really legit!
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Inspired
Today I feel like I have been really inspired from some amazing people. I was talking to Sammi tonight and we both agreed that there is seriously nothing more refreshing than to watch someone do what they have a passion for. Whether it maybe someone acting, a lead guitarist or even a teacher doing what they love; It is truly an amazing thing to watch. I really hope my life will revolve around what I am most passionate about. I also hope that it is obvious how passionate I am about what I do.
On another note, I feel like I am growing into my own person. It seems that I am almost done searching for who I am. Not gonna lie, I think it has to do with a desicion that I just recently made. It was a very small desicion, but I think that it shows what kind of person I am and what I want to do with the last two years of my high school career. And I know it sounds like I am giving up but at the same time I am planning on commiting myself to another thing. Ahh well, what a strange day I had. I think it is time for me to start my homework:)
On another note, I feel like I am growing into my own person. It seems that I am almost done searching for who I am. Not gonna lie, I think it has to do with a desicion that I just recently made. It was a very small desicion, but I think that it shows what kind of person I am and what I want to do with the last two years of my high school career. And I know it sounds like I am giving up but at the same time I am planning on commiting myself to another thing. Ahh well, what a strange day I had. I think it is time for me to start my homework:)
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
FLOTA!
So I had a really great Wednesday! I was at school for over twelve hours and I wouldn't have had it any other way! I slept in and my best friend picked me up and went to school. I learned that Punnet squares are fun to do. I saw Mrs. Simon in her workout gear... I have a new seat in schmidt's class. I learned that film study was a great choice, so I can catch up on my sleep! Lastly, as much as I hate french and some people in that class I love Mrs. Sanders!! She is so funny and one of those secret bitches. I know she knows I hate french but I believe that she really enjoys me in her class!
As for speech. It was a little unproductive for me. I rewrote my intro for my humor and I think it is quit funny but I am not sure yet. So I am planning on taking two intros to state to see how people react. WOOO! Duo Act was a joke today. We hardly worked which is fine but I really want to do good this week ESPECIALLY in Duo Act. I would love to be in two finals but I dont know there are very good humors. I really just want to kill some Dobson kids. Whatevvs.
Also I feel unnesessarily neglected and belittled. Some people on the team are such elitests and Urk my melon. On a nicer note, I have never laughed so hard ever. At least I dont think than, "Nahh, This is just her flota!" ahhh soo funny! Well Good Night :)
As for speech. It was a little unproductive for me. I rewrote my intro for my humor and I think it is quit funny but I am not sure yet. So I am planning on taking two intros to state to see how people react. WOOO! Duo Act was a joke today. We hardly worked which is fine but I really want to do good this week ESPECIALLY in Duo Act. I would love to be in two finals but I dont know there are very good humors. I really just want to kill some Dobson kids. Whatevvs.
Also I feel unnesessarily neglected and belittled. Some people on the team are such elitests and Urk my melon. On a nicer note, I have never laughed so hard ever. At least I dont think than, "Nahh, This is just her flota!" ahhh soo funny! Well Good Night :)
Monday, March 16, 2009
Merp.
Today was not good at all. I was not mentally prepared for school at all. This is gonna sound stupid but I have senioritis like a motha fucka! No Joke!! I didn't do any of my homework at all.
Whatever, I am over school, speech and I am definitely over student council. I seriously hate Kati Taylor. I don't even care if she reads this. She is so selfish and a complete liar. So if that doesnt give you a big enough hint then I will just say it: No more Romeo and Juliet. Boooo.
Whatevs, Like I said, I am over it.
In the meantime, I have state to be excited for:). I will be sad saying goodbye to my duo with
the lovely Sammi Saunders. Good news is that this will not be our only duo! I am really hoping to
Final and be a little more successful than last year at state. But one can only hope.
Also I have not been myself at all today. (see 1st paragraph^^). I Don't even know it is almost like I have been wanting to give up on multiple things. I have also kept to myself all day which is not like me at all. For instance, When I was eating dinner with my family I hardly said anything and they kept asking what was wrong. I don't know what is wrong. I am just bleh. I have a lot on my mind right now and its hard to prioritize everything that I have planned and then to stay on task.
On a much happier note, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince is treating me well! I love Harry Potter with a passion, (the series not him). Also if you have nothing to watch on a Monday night at 9 o'clock I strongly suggest turning the T.V onto A&E and watching Intervention. It is sooo good. It is about people dealing with drug and alcohol addictions and how their families deal with it and they come together and try to help the one the love go on to the road to recovery. Its amazing!
Whatever, I am over school, speech and I am definitely over student council. I seriously hate Kati Taylor. I don't even care if she reads this. She is so selfish and a complete liar. So if that doesnt give you a big enough hint then I will just say it: No more Romeo and Juliet. Boooo.
Whatevs, Like I said, I am over it.
In the meantime, I have state to be excited for:). I will be sad saying goodbye to my duo with
the lovely Sammi Saunders. Good news is that this will not be our only duo! I am really hoping to
Final and be a little more successful than last year at state. But one can only hope.
Also I have not been myself at all today. (see 1st paragraph^^). I Don't even know it is almost like I have been wanting to give up on multiple things. I have also kept to myself all day which is not like me at all. For instance, When I was eating dinner with my family I hardly said anything and they kept asking what was wrong. I don't know what is wrong. I am just bleh. I have a lot on my mind right now and its hard to prioritize everything that I have planned and then to stay on task.
On a much happier note, Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince is treating me well! I love Harry Potter with a passion, (the series not him). Also if you have nothing to watch on a Monday night at 9 o'clock I strongly suggest turning the T.V onto A&E and watching Intervention. It is sooo good. It is about people dealing with drug and alcohol addictions and how their families deal with it and they come together and try to help the one the love go on to the road to recovery. Its amazing!
Sunday, March 15, 2009
wonderful!:)
SO I know I havent posted in over a week. But I have been spending the majority of my spring break doing nothing. Which usually I hate but for the first time I very much enjoyed doing nothing. I feel like I am going into fourth quarter relaxed and prepared. This is technically the beginning of the 2nd half of high school! That is very exciting. Also my sister has came home. I have missed her so much! I am glad that I have a week to spend with her!
Some exciting news is that I have recently become re-obsessed with The Harry Potter series:D.
I am on the 6th one and realized that her writting has developed so much from the first one. It is so much more indepth and more enjoyable to read! I also saw the trailer for this movie and literally CREAMED my pants. Ok I didn't actually cream my pants but I nearly died of excitement. Ahhh you forget how amazing the books are until you read them again.
Also State for speech is coming up and I am soo excited! I am really only excited for duo act! I know it is not that successful but it is so much fun preforming with my best friend! At the Mesa tournament we were in a semi round and we were in hysterics becauase this guy ate shit. It was the funniest thing to happen in a round, Including a man running out of a humor round. Also the Seniors are gonna give their speeches and I think i just might loose it. State speeches are the saddest things ever. Plus, I am so close to all of them! ahhh this next weekend will for sure be an adventure.
Side Note: If you are planning on seeing Last House on the Left DONT. I'll save you 2 hours. You see a girl get raped. You see the most graphic images ever. A man gets his hand shoved down a garbage disposal and since that wasn't enough to kill him they decide that they should through a hammer through his head. Oh and the movies has a spectacular ending with a man getting his head microwaved. (note sarcasm). It was the worst movie I think I have ever seen. I left the movie feeling guilty that I watched a woman get raped. AWFUL!
Well I wish everyone an amazing last night of break and a good fourth quarter! Fourth quarter is always so hard.
Some exciting news is that I have recently become re-obsessed with The Harry Potter series:D.
I am on the 6th one and realized that her writting has developed so much from the first one. It is so much more indepth and more enjoyable to read! I also saw the trailer for this movie and literally CREAMED my pants. Ok I didn't actually cream my pants but I nearly died of excitement. Ahhh you forget how amazing the books are until you read them again.
Also State for speech is coming up and I am soo excited! I am really only excited for duo act! I know it is not that successful but it is so much fun preforming with my best friend! At the Mesa tournament we were in a semi round and we were in hysterics becauase this guy ate shit. It was the funniest thing to happen in a round, Including a man running out of a humor round. Also the Seniors are gonna give their speeches and I think i just might loose it. State speeches are the saddest things ever. Plus, I am so close to all of them! ahhh this next weekend will for sure be an adventure.
Side Note: If you are planning on seeing Last House on the Left DONT. I'll save you 2 hours. You see a girl get raped. You see the most graphic images ever. A man gets his hand shoved down a garbage disposal and since that wasn't enough to kill him they decide that they should through a hammer through his head. Oh and the movies has a spectacular ending with a man getting his head microwaved. (note sarcasm). It was the worst movie I think I have ever seen. I left the movie feeling guilty that I watched a woman get raped. AWFUL!
Well I wish everyone an amazing last night of break and a good fourth quarter! Fourth quarter is always so hard.
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Horoscope
Ok so somedays I like to check my Horoscope and today was one of those days. Now today didn't really match up, But yesterdays really did and I decided to look at tomorrows and It made me nervous, "You’ll be in the mood for a nice, slow, easy-going day; unfortunately that’s unlikely to happen. Thanks to somber influences this could be a day where it feels as though nothing is going your way, but the reality will be far less serious, although a minor issue in your personal life may need to be resolved!" Ruhh Rohhh! Things dont look like they will go my way tomorrow that sucks. Also Hello confusion! I am so confused about what I want I hope that something happens
to help me be unconfused, If that makes sense? Oh well I am kinda only posting to procrastinate Me memorizing my presentation. So I hoped you enjoyed my Horoscope and I advise you to take a gander at yours as well, you might be surprised.
to help me be unconfused, If that makes sense? Oh well I am kinda only posting to procrastinate Me memorizing my presentation. So I hoped you enjoyed my Horoscope and I advise you to take a gander at yours as well, you might be surprised.
Hammer Time
I am ready to let loose! Like seriously Buckwild. I am so fucking excited for spring break!
I am hoping that this past weekend will be a preview as to how Spring Break will be! Ahhhh I
am seriously so sick of school! It is quite unbelievable. Today went by semi-fast. I just hope that
It percedes for the whole week! I also have an enormous amount of homework and two huge tests to study for tonight so that is pretty lame and on top of that I need to memorize for my
speech I feel really behind on that shit! Ruh Rohh. As you can see I have become quite the king
of procrastination! And it will only get so much worse next quarter. For example I payed this girl to write a few of my essays last year for fourth quarter, I got caught cheating in the math dept., and I got a B in P.E. WOWWW. Hahah I can only wait to see what I do this year! Well I need to work Soo peace!:)
I am hoping that this past weekend will be a preview as to how Spring Break will be! Ahhhh I
am seriously so sick of school! It is quite unbelievable. Today went by semi-fast. I just hope that
It percedes for the whole week! I also have an enormous amount of homework and two huge tests to study for tonight so that is pretty lame and on top of that I need to memorize for my
speech I feel really behind on that shit! Ruh Rohh. As you can see I have become quite the king
of procrastination! And it will only get so much worse next quarter. For example I payed this girl to write a few of my essays last year for fourth quarter, I got caught cheating in the math dept., and I got a B in P.E. WOWWW. Hahah I can only wait to see what I do this year! Well I need to work Soo peace!:)
Monday, March 2, 2009
Ayoo
I can already tell that this week is going to be so long. There is seriously nothing I want more
than for spring break to come. Ahhh I am completely over Sophomore year and Fourth quarter I know is going to totally drag on. Someone please just make these next few months go by fast!
I have slacked so much. I am not even joking I am pretty sure that I do not have one A in any
of my classes, including film study! You watch films all period! FUCK MY LIFE!! speaking of, This recently discovered website is by far the funniest thing I have read in the longest time! Ahh it was such a good find!
I have also decided that I really have no clue what I want:/ I am bored. This makes me sad.
On the other hand I have found THE perfect way to ask Paige to Prom! It is still in subject to change but I think it is the best I can think of and it isnt what I said I was going to do earlier today. Soo yeah. I feel gross so I think I am gonna go sleep!:)
than for spring break to come. Ahhh I am completely over Sophomore year and Fourth quarter I know is going to totally drag on. Someone please just make these next few months go by fast!
I have slacked so much. I am not even joking I am pretty sure that I do not have one A in any
of my classes, including film study! You watch films all period! FUCK MY LIFE!! speaking of, This recently discovered website is by far the funniest thing I have read in the longest time! Ahh it was such a good find!
I have also decided that I really have no clue what I want:/ I am bored. This makes me sad.
On the other hand I have found THE perfect way to ask Paige to Prom! It is still in subject to change but I think it is the best I can think of and it isnt what I said I was going to do earlier today. Soo yeah. I feel gross so I think I am gonna go sleep!:)
Sunday, March 1, 2009
MARCH!:)
Ok so Happy March to everyone who loves the start of a new month:)
Seriously the start of a new month makes me feel so refreshed nothing is better to me!
Well since I have not posted in a while I sorta have a lot to talk about.
So I started this weekend with a Date with the very beautiful Kelsey. It was so enjoyable!
We went to Charlestons and then Coffee Rush! What date Isn't good with Coffee Rush?
That place seriously has the best coffee in the world! It makes Starbucks look like shit.
Then I took her home. I am curious if anything more will happen. Whatever happens happens
I think I will be fine with either. I dont know if that is bad but I definitely would not mind
a relationship but if nothing happens then I guess that is ok.:)
Yesterday was very fun! It started off with me waking up at like 1030ish and then I got a
Meatball Marinara from Subway. I heart 5 dollar foot-longs <3! They seriously make me so happy! I then went over to my Aunts house and had a really nice discussion with her and then
I babysat the kiddies for a few hours, AKA played Mario Kart for two hours. I even scored 20 dollas! then I came home and chilled for an hour or two and left for the evening. I went to Goodwill, Barros, Brandons, Tennis courts, and finally Blackwells. Blackwells was seriously
out of fucking control! I had to go to the bathroom and I made a wrong turn into this vacant room and saw people having sex! It was sooo awkward! That was the most excitement I had all weekend. Pretty crazy!
Today was so freakin enjoyable! I seriously love sundays so much! I had a major craving for donuts, so I went to Bashas to get the best donuts ever. Then I got some coffee and went over
Sammi's and we had a gameday. Sammi, Emily, Casey and I played scatergories, Or as Emily likes to call it "SCATERWHORIES!!" haha. Then we watched this chick get punched so hard
in the jaw twice on Wiped Out. Then I took Emily home and we got some Now and Laters. After that I had to watch my cousins again so I got a Meatball Marinara again for dinner, I am soo obsessed! Ahaha and we played Mario Kart all night! It was so much fun!
Some personal thoughts i have had lately are: Last night I had a really weird dream that sparked my interest in something. It was really weird. I wish my blog was still privatized so I
could say what I wanted but oh well. Also! This is the last week of the third quarter and it cannot come soon enough!! I am seriously soo fucking sick of school! It is quite ridiculous, this break is well needed. I am also really missing my sister right now. I havent seen her since early January which doesnt sound that long, but it really is we are so close and it is so hard! I cant wait for her to come home! I just wish we had the same Spring Break. I am also strongly considering saving my money for a Wii. I want Mario Kart soo badly it is the funnest game I have played in a while!
Another thing is that someone told me something today that made me feel weird. I don't know what to do in this type of situation. I feel like it is definitely my fault but mehh I don't even know.:( I realized how close I have become to my team and when this year ends I will seriously be so lost. Not even joking they have sort of become my family and I look up to the seniors so much that I will really have no one to look up to when they are gone. It will be a really hard transition for me. At least I have the best couple of friends still with me in Speech:) That I thank them for:)
Well I am sorry that I am throwing all of these mixed emotions/thoughts at you, but it has been a while since my last post and so much has been going on!! Well good luck on the last week of
school, I think everyone needs it>:/
Seriously the start of a new month makes me feel so refreshed nothing is better to me!
Well since I have not posted in a while I sorta have a lot to talk about.
So I started this weekend with a Date with the very beautiful Kelsey. It was so enjoyable!
We went to Charlestons and then Coffee Rush! What date Isn't good with Coffee Rush?
That place seriously has the best coffee in the world! It makes Starbucks look like shit.
Then I took her home. I am curious if anything more will happen. Whatever happens happens
I think I will be fine with either. I dont know if that is bad but I definitely would not mind
a relationship but if nothing happens then I guess that is ok.:)
Yesterday was very fun! It started off with me waking up at like 1030ish and then I got a
Meatball Marinara from Subway. I heart 5 dollar foot-longs <3! They seriously make me so happy! I then went over to my Aunts house and had a really nice discussion with her and then
I babysat the kiddies for a few hours, AKA played Mario Kart for two hours. I even scored 20 dollas! then I came home and chilled for an hour or two and left for the evening. I went to Goodwill, Barros, Brandons, Tennis courts, and finally Blackwells. Blackwells was seriously
out of fucking control! I had to go to the bathroom and I made a wrong turn into this vacant room and saw people having sex! It was sooo awkward! That was the most excitement I had all weekend. Pretty crazy!
Today was so freakin enjoyable! I seriously love sundays so much! I had a major craving for donuts, so I went to Bashas to get the best donuts ever. Then I got some coffee and went over
Sammi's and we had a gameday. Sammi, Emily, Casey and I played scatergories, Or as Emily likes to call it "SCATERWHORIES!!" haha. Then we watched this chick get punched so hard
in the jaw twice on Wiped Out. Then I took Emily home and we got some Now and Laters. After that I had to watch my cousins again so I got a Meatball Marinara again for dinner, I am soo obsessed! Ahaha and we played Mario Kart all night! It was so much fun!
Some personal thoughts i have had lately are: Last night I had a really weird dream that sparked my interest in something. It was really weird. I wish my blog was still privatized so I
could say what I wanted but oh well. Also! This is the last week of the third quarter and it cannot come soon enough!! I am seriously soo fucking sick of school! It is quite ridiculous, this break is well needed. I am also really missing my sister right now. I havent seen her since early January which doesnt sound that long, but it really is we are so close and it is so hard! I cant wait for her to come home! I just wish we had the same Spring Break. I am also strongly considering saving my money for a Wii. I want Mario Kart soo badly it is the funnest game I have played in a while!
Another thing is that someone told me something today that made me feel weird. I don't know what to do in this type of situation. I feel like it is definitely my fault but mehh I don't even know.:( I realized how close I have become to my team and when this year ends I will seriously be so lost. Not even joking they have sort of become my family and I look up to the seniors so much that I will really have no one to look up to when they are gone. It will be a really hard transition for me. At least I have the best couple of friends still with me in Speech:) That I thank them for:)
Well I am sorry that I am throwing all of these mixed emotions/thoughts at you, but it has been a while since my last post and so much has been going on!! Well good luck on the last week of
school, I think everyone needs it>:/
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